a rebel growing....(edited from 'a rebel growing old')

I m experiencing it for a quite a while now. i never knew tht difference btween age of 20 n 25 wil be this wide.

i was a rebel. a complete rebel. i never used to take things as they r just bcoz they were as they were. i wanted to change. i ya i wanted to change everything. at tht time i wanted to become nobody else but the prime minister.


but for sometime i feel i m growing old. (strange! feeling of growing old when u turn 25 from 20!!!) the mental energy level is down consistently..... confidence is at its lowest......
i cud make the pattern.
n thts why i m worried.

worry

thts the newcomer!
i just felt wht worry means.... til now it was just wht others did!

i wil try to analyse the causes
so, whts the difference between the age of 20 n 25?
i lost 5 yrs - but i gained a coveted degree n good amt of experience
gone thru much emotional pain - but also became emotionally matured
lost some friends - made many

its true tht right now i m not at the place wher i wanted to see myself when i was 20. but stil i m quite satisfied, now i have a clear mental picture of wher i m headed






although i have grown old - my Guruji hasnt
He is the ultimate resource of Youth
of Energy n of Power
of Confidence n of STRENGTH

the Great Man who roared : STRENGTH IS LIFE - WEAKNESS IS DEATH

i may lose everything - but i wil never lose HOPE
HOPE - the power tht has helped mankind in the ages of darkness

i wil regain my energy n power n confidence
coz its ther only wher it always lied
in ME

my post wil always end with Hope n Positivity.

well thts me!

love to the reader

have a nice day
antariksh

well now its the edited, sorry, included part....

i have moved fwd from 'i wil regain my energy n power n confidence'....
actually i have started regaining.....

its 3rd of July today, n the second half of the year shall be for 'capacity building'.....

n hey u shall be receiving my posts more frequently and more regularly now.....

catch u tomorrow dear reader,

have a nice day, again.
antariksh

Topic for tomorrow: analysis of the causes: what happened?